Thursday, November 6, 2008

Back to nathan


Ok, enough about politics. I'm sure this stuff is all over the place anyway. Why pound it harder through your heads?
So, I'm in the process of transferring schools. I have so much to do to get ready for the new school. I'm nervous as crap. I got so much stuff to fill out and figure out and submit. Deadlines and fees. Everything. I'm so ready to leave where I am, it's not even funny. I'll miss the people and friends I made, but I'm not getting anything out of where I am. And I feel if I stay, I'll only make it harder for me in the long run. I notice that a lot of people from my school who graduated is not doing anything field related to what they went to school for. I get depressed walking down those halls. When I do stuff for a class...I think about "wow, is this really what we are going to do in the real world or is this hypothetical?" I don't know. I don't want to do work based on "what if" or "this would happen in the industry". I'd rather know. You know? I don't know. It's fine if anyone else likes it. It' s just not for me anymore.
Getting up $500 is like trying to win the lottery for me. Almost impossible. *sigh* I'll find some way... somehow.
Man, I haven't did a Food Porn Post in a while...are you starting to miss it? Uh huh...
Well, I gotta go wake up my bookie so he can do his work.
I'll be back...

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