Happy Halloween

Oh yea, and those who celebrate or just like to wear costumes and get candy,
HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!

Happy Birthday!!

Yet ANOTHER birthday this month. (October must be a good month to be born. LOL) My 1st cousin just turn 21 today! Yes, on Halloween. I felt bad for her when she was younger. People either told her she was bad luck, evil or she got jipped out of gifts! CANDY DOESN'T COUNT AS A GIFT!!! Anyway, she's coming into town so I guess we're gonna hang out. I hope it be fun. I got a funeral and a test to prepare for. *sigh*
Happy Birthday, little cousin!! I LOVE YOU!!!

First time for everything

So today, I got a chance to go out and vote. I'm mad I waited the last day to vote but I did get there extra early. What I thought was getting there 1st was actually like the 40th person in line. Still not bad. I got there at 6:15am. I was standing at the door alone. Then 2 ladies came up behind me. Then some other people. I was like, "Yay! I'm first." Then this guy came down and let us in out of the cold. When we went up the stairs, there was a line of people already waiting. The doors didn't officially open til 8:30, so we had a time to wait. I guess I didn't mind but my feet started hurting after a while. I spoke to 5 women who were close to me in line. It made the time go by fast, thank God. There was a lady in a pink pleather outfit looking like she came from the 80's. She was one of the people running the place but she came drunk. Why would anyone let her still work? After it turned 8:20am, they let us in the room where we could go to the machines. There wasn't many people getting upset or cranky, though there was this guy who got upset with these ladies who got in front of some other people-yet he was waaaaaaaay down the line. That's about it though. After I voted, I felt really good. It was an experience. Being that I was too young to vote last election (darn late birthdays). I'm happy I got to vote. I hope it counts. And I really hope that there isn't going to be any problems with the ballots. I heard about the reports on that and votes being stolen. Tisk Tisk...*sigh*

GO VOTE!!

I wonder

Does anyone ever wonder what's it like to be...dead? I do, all the time. It's strange how things happen the way they do. And it's even more strange when they happen more than once.
I never took too well to deaths and I still don't. But as I got older, I start to feel numb a lot. Like after I cry one HUGE cry. I just sit there and think a lot and then I wonder what's it like to be dead. Is it like how it is on TV? Does your spirit fly over everyone and you watch them weep over losing you? Do you go to heaven or hell or just get stuck in limbo? Or do you just stay in the ground and you don't have no sort of memory at all? I wonder because everyone has their own kind of saying what happens to people when they die. Some say, "their in heaven looking down on you and with the rest of your loved ones." And the rather less religious kind of people will just tell you they are gone and just enjoy the good times. Umm, I wouldn't prefer to hear that, but I guess it's better than telling me some crappy answer like, "Get over it! They are dead!" *sigh* I don't know. Then sometimes I wonder what happens to things they valued the most or did they get a chance to let everyone know how they felt or what not? Supposedly, death is painless. Some people look at it as scary, dark and lonely. What do I see it as? I'm not quite sure myself. I just know I wonder what they do and think after it's all over and where are they and how long? I wonder...
Til next time

Where's my head?

Monday was my mom's birthday. We had a great time. We went out to eat, laughed, took pictures and she got A LOT of gifts. I was even surprised. Her brother really came through this time! ;) To the sweetest lady I know. Happy Birthday, mom! I love you so much! :) You are the best!

08 doesn't seem so great....

Hey everyone,
It's me again. I thought after losing my brother this year, I wasn't going to lose another. Well, l was so wrong. Today, I got an disturbing phone call from my old roommate's phone. It was her mom. She told me she had pasted. I was so shocked and dumbfound...I didn't know what to say or how to react. I just told her I'm sorry, if there's anything I can do, let me know. Really, I just wanted to hug her and tell her I know the feeling. Though I haven't truly gotten over my brother's lost, now I have another to grieve for. I really cared a lot about Tiffany. I called her Tippy. She was a very sweet girl and often misunderstood. I only known her for a little over 2 years now. But just that short time of knowing her, I did realize she was really great friend. She was one of the first people who I met when I moved to Atlanta and who wanted to hang out with me. She was one of the only people who spent my 19th birthday with me when I couldn't go back home to see my family and boyfriend. She taught me how to ride Marta and she gave me advice a few times on men. She also came home with me to my hometown one weekend to hang with me and my friends.With that being said, I will always love her. I'm really hurt that this happened to her, to such a young spirited soul. I pray for her family everyday. I'll never forget her and I'm sorry we didn't get to spend more time together.

R.I.P. Tiffany Capers.

A little game

Wanna play a game? It's called what's in my purse! I know, I know, sounds a little lame, but hey, you're reading it.

-Sensual Amber lotion (travel size)
-comb (we all need one)
-Car keys And extra keys
-check book (who writes checks anymore)
-4 pens
-3G iPod (black)
-2G iPod nano (silver)
-notepad (just in case)
-calculator (I'm bad with math)
-a lot of receipts
-money pouch (with a little money)
-earphones
-mase
- digital camera
-contact solution
-hand sanitizer
-peppermint
-2 usb drives
-school ID
-mouth wash
-lip gloss
-mirror
-nail clipper
-Debit card, license, gate card, and other club cards
and I think that's about it.
I got a lot of stuff but I don't use everything. When I use a smaller purse, I have a lot. When I use a big one, stuff gets in the way...ugh. I'm not really all into purses but I do wish there was an easier way to carry my stuff.
Til next time.